Growing Pains

Everyone around me is settling down. I was always the one that jumped from relationship to relationship. Then I realized “maybe I should take some time to find myself” and so I did. Then I dated an awful person I should have dumped way sooner than I did, Then I dated someone older. As a matter of fact, way older- almost 20 years older. He had his scars like all of us do, and I desperately wanted him to fall in love with me.

But timing is everything. The thing is- as my absolute last one of my girlfriends I grew up with is about to settle down…there is no way to change how life is speeding up and I somehow don’t feel my age. But I know, once I find someone again I’ll feel relatively normal. But nothing will change how much I miss “girl time”.